How does it feel to cry...extremely satisfying:-)
How does it feel to laugh...blissfull .
We all learn in life to be giving, not to be "selfish",to be happy in others happiness n be with the one in despair...this is so very true that doing all these we satisfy ourselves,our conscience,our ego,our hearts are fulfilled...maybe the other's too..but at the end of the episode "I" am the one feeling good:))))....N on "first" thoughts, that is why I did all those!!
Sometimes I feel so confused of life...So many people...so many lives...some happy...many others sad..just cause their lives are relatively not better off than the others.We talk of rat race???...Now?? well our entire foundation of living was based on that...we had to struggle for existing...now we struggle for being rich..or in other words, we call it being happy...Yes it is!!!
Let's not play with words..let's not play with each other...I might sound ultra-sarcastic...sorry for that...it pays off being a Scorpio after all!! Soulmates/spouses/friends/family/money........somebody was saying that day .."I don't search for a soulmate..It's so selfish-->'I Love you, You love me'...I am loved by so many people"...Well!!!
Let me rephrase to what I said...It pays off being a "Stupid " after all...maybe I would have loved if the rules of life were written down in crude words n I was supposed to learn them in my social studies class...
1)You should have friends cause it feels good to be with them.
2)You should help friends cause it feels good to help others.
3)You should be with your family cause it feels good again.
4)You should sacrifice at times cause it feels good to sacrifice .
5)You should study properly to get a job cause it would make your life better than others and you would feel extremely good ,being better than your counterparts.
6)You shouldn't have bad friends cause ,no matter how you make their life better ,they would make your life miserable.
7)You should help the poor cause it feels good to see their smile.
8)You should love everybody around you cause you will be loved in return .
9)You shouldn't hate anybody cause it might leave a fair chance that the person hating you too..you wouldn't like it.
10)You should be honest cause if you are not you might be disliked by many people.You might score badly in your "feel good"factor list.
The list would go on...."Funny me!!"
How does it feel to laugh...blissfull .
We all learn in life to be giving, not to be "selfish",to be happy in others happiness n be with the one in despair...this is so very true that doing all these we satisfy ourselves,our conscience,our ego,our hearts are fulfilled...maybe the other's too..but at the end of the episode "I" am the one feeling good:))))....N on "first" thoughts, that is why I did all those!!
Sometimes I feel so confused of life...So many people...so many lives...some happy...many others sad..just cause their lives are relatively not better off than the others.We talk of rat race???...Now?? well our entire foundation of living was based on that...we had to struggle for existing...now we struggle for being rich..or in other words, we call it being happy...Yes it is!!!
Let's not play with words..let's not play with each other...I might sound ultra-sarcastic...sorry for that...it pays off being a Scorpio after all!! Soulmates/spouses/friends/family/money........somebody was saying that day .."I don't search for a soulmate..It's so selfish-->'I Love you, You love me'...I am loved by so many people"...Well!!!
Let me rephrase to what I said...It pays off being a "Stupid " after all...maybe I would have loved if the rules of life were written down in crude words n I was supposed to learn them in my social studies class...
1)You should have friends cause it feels good to be with them.
2)You should help friends cause it feels good to help others.
3)You should be with your family cause it feels good again.
4)You should sacrifice at times cause it feels good to sacrifice .
5)You should study properly to get a job cause it would make your life better than others and you would feel extremely good ,being better than your counterparts.
6)You shouldn't have bad friends cause ,no matter how you make their life better ,they would make your life miserable.
7)You should help the poor cause it feels good to see their smile.
8)You should love everybody around you cause you will be loved in return .
9)You shouldn't hate anybody cause it might leave a fair chance that the person hating you too..you wouldn't like it.
10)You should be honest cause if you are not you might be disliked by many people.You might score badly in your "feel good"factor list.
The list would go on...."Funny me!!"
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dint kno all dis bothers u also...u r so chirpy always..
eto haashi khushi thakis ki kore?
I'm glad Somleena your fight with yourself has started. I know exactly where you're and what you're going through coz I've been there, through all that.
I won't tell you anything, won't lend you a helping hand because life is the biggest teacher and it teaches all it's lessons through suffering. To save someone from suffering is to not letting them learn their lesson. That won't be a help, that would be injustice.
However, I will tell you just one thing, when you suffer in isolation you mostly re-invent the wheel yourself. So it's a good time to enter the world of books because so many people have left their experiences for your reference, learn from them and take the lesson to the higher level by your own suffering. Why don't you start with Ayn Rand's immortal The Fountainhead?
All the best! And let me leave you with a message, I'm there if you need someone to talk, I'm there if you need a shoulder to cry. I'm your friend, I care.
Good writing though. keep it up. And by the way, this post reminds me of the argument Phoebe and Joey had in F.R.I.E.N.D.S, and I know that you are a huge F.R.I.E.N.D.S fan like me, are you somehow got inspired by that discussion? :)
everythng in the world is superficial.
ansu